"Kimi ga Irukara" - Sugawara Sayuri
Final Fantasy XIII Theme Song
In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side
Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are
Conferie
Wilson
ZhenEn
Zhiheng
KangLih
Lunkuang
Bang Jie
Descendents
YueKai
Joanne
Wanching
XinYing
WeiXian
Gangs Things to Settle Immediate Abit Later Done!!!
10/06
Musketeers^3
Wil's inspirations
Credits
;kate
;blogskins
;picture
*_ just me. no one else..
Monday, October 19, 2009
12:29 AM
tis is post 500~~~
it took abt 4yrs for tis blog to reach wat it is now...its a long journey of tots and events...seeing the blog follow mi all the way thru my ups and downs...thru the thicks and thins...u noe...juz makes mi feel i shldnt let it die...and juz continue to be a so called diary where i freeze myself of tt time inside...
and mayb 1 day in the future...i will juz read thru everything when i m bored...and den reminsce abt the times i had....
the last 100 posts is like a whirlwind...done in 7mths...bt tis 7mths was an eventful 1...
-i made a few big decisions
-i had many crazy downs...and some ups...
-new experiences galore...
-spent much more time alone...
-did self reflections...
-made new frenz, parted wif some...
-saw some things clearer...
-the urge to tatoo...
as we grow up...everybody lives would eventually drift apart...the paths we all take would start diverging from each other...life has alot of partings and meetings...sometimes it may b hard 2 accept...bt when the time comes...u juz have 2 venture ur own path urself...u will nvr noe u would meet along the way...u nvr noe wat u will find at the end of ur own path...
the path of growing up has dampened my database of emotions...shld say i m getting more unfeeling...smiles and laughter isnt tt naive and pure anymore...sometimes u juz r unable to smile and laugh along...anger is almost out of my dictionary...i dunno nvr gotten angry 4 how long le...anything juz shrug it off...ppl sabo mi oso juz tank...some grumblings, tulaness tt dun last...
bt mayb the world is juz like tt...society makes ppl so busy 2 even feel...every1 is either busy or 2 tired to rmb the emotions they experienced...in the end they juz 4get how 2 b happy...how 2 b sad etc etc...on my 1.5h trips on the train i c almost every1 is giving a blank face...
it takes 2 hands to clap...mayb i unknowingly raised my hand and allowed myself 2 b washed and erased...tt i dunno....
tots of suicide passed by and was gone in a flash over the past decade...
bt its something i nvr do...
cos i m 2 scared abt wats after death...
cos its too much trouble caused to those hu i noe...
STUPID TOTS
my body feels like degrading all the way man...actually i wun b surprised if i go 4 a checkup and the doctor tells mi i got terminal cancer...hahas...
pure ranting....
another 100 posts later...mayb i would b wif a smiling face, reading tis post no 500...den say BULLSHIT...
well, u nvr noe...
life is too unpredictable...
it nvr stops surprising...
or else life wouldnt b interesting, rite?
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Tay Kang Rui
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