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Thursday, August 09, 2007
9:42 PM
national day is nt a very gd day 4 mi....in terms of body...haiz...bled once during midnight...cos gong gong le den accidentally slipped in the toilet...small small cut on the elbow...
morning went 2 play bball wif teo olk cw kh (aka CN Yang) wil and bok....as expected as fun as u can get...all spas playing wif a lot of misses....and i injuried 4 the 2nd time 2day....i 盖 bok den got cut by his fingers....zzz...damn pain sia....haiz...sianz....
after tt rotting session in wil hse....the j1 relay is as screwed as ever so i didnt get any replies even though i msged yst...only 1 or 2 reply....j2 relay oso quite screwed....tt 1 i noe very de long le....bt since we stepped dwn le so it wun b of any much use le....
conclusion? since no 1 reply mi....so initial plan 2 go zhexu hse is cancelled....den teng called mi 2 tell mi off...zzz...mayb its all my fault ba...
ya...so everything is my fault ba...haiz...i alrdy very sianz wif tis world le...still make mi sianz even more....everything is screwed...studies...games...everything...
i tink i nvr had a stress-free moment b4....at home parents stress mi 2 study and teach my bros...go sch teachers stress u 2 study hard....play games oso stressed 2 perform....its bcos of so much stress tt i alrdy xi guan wif it le...tt i dun feel the stress anymore....its numb liaoz wat...no stress is the same as having so much stress tt u going break down....no diff 2 mi...
mayb i will nvr b able 2 find peace of mind....so suan le ba....alrdy like tt 17+yrs le...so nth will affect mi anymore....juz let mi rot my life away i die....
in the end....leaving tis world is something u can only do alone....nobody can pei u....
people's paths may meet....bt they will nvr end in the same way....
so might as well dun bother ppl....cos its my own prob in the end....only i can solve it...the mentality of a loner...nt bad...i on the way le...
wonder y i m only emo when i blog? cos i hate 2 bother ppl wif my own probs....so everytime only the sociable side of mi will emerge....the other side ne? only appears when i going 2 slp...haiz...
bt on the whole....i dun have much probs ba....so ironic....cos i dun understand myself oso...so everything i write here is crap...4gt it ba....
juz feel like blasting out...treasure tis post ba....i rarely blast de...wuahahaha....
tml will juz b another new day....
let bygones b bygones....
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Tay Kang Rui
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