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Saturday, March 17, 2007
11:10 PM
the stress of yst hasn't gone off no matter wat i do.....haiz....instead it gets worse.....
i m juz nt fit 2 do anything ba...play always drag the team down no matter wat i do....haiz....studies oso screwed....wushu oso......haiz....i m juz a nobody......some1 talentless and absolutely useless....now i can ans the question le....the 1 tt gets eliminated will b mi....
always hoped tt mayb playing may help in 4getting the troubles of the world....haiz....always wrong....the more u hope...the worse it gets....it juz adds on 2 the burden....sometimes i juz wanna stop....bt when ur frenz ask u 2 play...the heart juz goes soft and u give it 1 more try....den u get 1 more injury....
the tot of dying early doesnt scare mi anymore....somehow i m looking 4ward 2 it....hoping tt the freaking NS medical report will come and tell mi i got thal major instead of minor and i will die very soon....eternal slp isn't such a bad idea anymore.....
my mind, body, soul is succumbing.....the tears tt will nvr flow....the heart tt is being damaged....
where is the song of hope??????
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