"Kimi ga Irukara" - Sugawara Sayuri
Final Fantasy XIII Theme Song
In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side
Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are
Conferie
Wilson
ZhenEn
Zhiheng
KangLih
Lunkuang
Bang Jie
Descendents
YueKai
Joanne
Wanching
XinYing
WeiXian
Gangs Things to Settle Immediate Abit Later Done!!!
10/06
Musketeers^3
Wil's inspirations
Credits
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*_ just me. no one else..
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
3:23 PM
somehow......i tink i on my 2 b loner le....
dunno leh....spending more and more time rotting alone....juz sit there do nth....sometimes listen 2 songs....staring into space....wat a life....tt moment mind juz blank....dunno wat u doing....also cnt tok much wif my bros le...last time can tok 4 like hours everytime....now like 5mins no gas le...oso nvr go out wif frenz much le...yesterday kbox oso nvr go....part of the reason is really dunno how 2 sing lah...bt another part is dun dare face my frenz ba...i hate it when u meet up and dun tok....tts worse than being alone...
realised tt actually i m the quiet 1 in my gang in chs....the type tt only observes...and enjoy watching ppl have fun....although i got play lah...bt it was nvr 2 over....if over i get whacked...den i go back 2 norm...the observing 1...cos painful...nid time 2 recover...even recover le oso dun play much le...cos i scared the same things happen again....
thru tis i noe tt i m actually very afraid of failure....sometimes i dun play cos i scared i will lose....tt feeling damn suxy...mayb close frenz den nt scared ba...cos although they suan u lah...bt they somehow encourage u oso.....toking abt tt....i hate 2 get suaned....tts y i suan ppl ba...so tt they have no chance 2 suan mi back....which is useless....some types of suaning alrdy sianz le...like short...cos its a fact...although it hurts somehow...bt nt so damaging...unlike things like u r useless.....tt type i may juz shut myself up for tt split moment....
i wun show my sad side 2 ppl...cos i dun like 2 affect ppl...even if i kena suaned or insulted...i juz will like smile back and laugh it over....tis is sportsmanship...and oso i recover much faster than other ppl....mayb i take life 2 easy le....so laugh laugh play play a while den i 4get everything le...next time u remind me of it...its nth le....
i feel tt i m juz acting ba....juz 2 let others accept mi....or juz 2 escape from my true self....truth is...i dunno wats my true self...and i oso dun wanna noe...i dun tink i can take it if its nt wat i expected....anyway...even if ppl cnt accept mi...outcast mi...i still can go on strong....cos tts wat we scorpions r....super independent....
sometimes i tink horoscopes and zodiac r quite true...they somehow manage 2 describe ur character....like scorpions are mysterious and dark ppl.....hmmm....true 4 mi 2 a certain extent...cos i dun like 2 b in the limelight...yet i dun really like 2 b left alone...bt i dun like ppl 2 notice me when i do things....it feels funny....and u nvr noe wat i m doing....so i m the most evil 1 ba...the type tt noes things bt nvr lets other ppl noe...the person tt works in the dark....
although i m like tis...bt in the end i juz dun do anything....i m always the last 2 noe everything...tts super true...mayb u tot i noe...actually i dun....always like tt...alrdy grown used 2 it le...juz observe loh....in the end still will noe 1...juz tt its so lagged...
see mi writing so luan...i oso dunno wat i writing....nvm...toking abt tis i have split personality ba...always got different personality wif different ppl...always different ba...tts y i dun understand myself...so dun worry if u dun understand mi...cos its expected...juz continue 2 b norm...i happy le...
ya...tink its quite different from the mi u all noe...cos somehow tis is my inner world...or i hope so...wait its juz another of my personality acting up again....arghhhh!!!!!!!!
About me
Tay Kang Rui
19 Nov
Scorpio
Peiying Pri
Catholic High
Anderson JC
CHSwushu
NJwushu
AJwushu
Spas Academy
Navy
SIM-RMIT
Buy a backpack
Regular exercise
Korean
Powerboat license
Bike license
Guitar
Learn Baking?
Diving
Pop/Lock or Breaking
Piano
Clubhse
Full Body Checkup
Volkswagen Beetle
Japanese
Driving License
Shoes
Wisdom Tooth
Watch
Speakers
Portable Hard Disk
Computer/Laptop