"Kimi ga Irukara" - Sugawara Sayuri
Final Fantasy XIII Theme Song
In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side
Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are
Conferie
Wilson
ZhenEn
Zhiheng
KangLih
Lunkuang
Bang Jie
Descendents
YueKai
Joanne
Wanching
XinYing
WeiXian
Gangs Things to Settle Immediate Abit Later Done!!!
10/06
Musketeers^3
Wil's inspirations
Credits
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*_ just me. no one else..
Friday, November 03, 2006
5:29 PM
haiz........feeling damn bad now....the introvert feeling damn long liaoz.....haiz...feel damn lonely....feels like only i dun exist...haiz......maybe its expected lah....or shld i say its normal??? i may juz be a loner in the 1st place...
haiz...i dun even noe wat i m feeling lah....maybe i m numb bt everything le...nothing seems 2 interest mi le...at least for now...feel so sianz....haiz...i nvr understood myself....alrdy 17yrs le....still dunno wat i m tinking lah..i dunno wats my own character...i dunno hu the hell i m lah....mayb i m juz pretending 2 b myself all my life....i m soooo tired of tis life.....tis life of troubles, stress....the life which is nt mine....the sense of loneliness is spreading...i now feel so distant with myself....the life i have led for the past 17yrs seems so different now...do i really had tis life??? is it really me??? i dunno anymore....ARGHHH!!! i dunno anything anymore!!
slping only numbs the feeling for a short time only.....when i wake up the reality sets in again.....haiz....is the world really like tt?? a cold place?? or is it mi tt is the cold-blooded 1??? i oso dunno...i really wan 2 understand myself...yet i cnt understand myself....m i such a complex person??? will i ever understand myself??? maybe.................................i hope someday i would b able 2 noe the ans....while i live tis life of pain and sorrow.....with only a small flame of hope inside mi............
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Tay Kang Rui
19 Nov
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Spas Academy
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SIM-RMIT
Buy a backpack
Regular exercise
Korean
Powerboat license
Bike license
Guitar
Learn Baking?
Diving
Pop/Lock or Breaking
Piano
Clubhse
Full Body Checkup
Volkswagen Beetle
Japanese
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Wisdom Tooth
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Speakers
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