"Aitakute Ima" - MISIA
In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side
Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are
Conferie
Wilson
ZhenEn
Zhiheng
KangLih
Lunkuang
Bang Jie
Descendents
YueKai
Joanne
Wanching
XinYing
WeiXian
Gangs Things to Settle Immediate Abit Later Done!!!
10/06
Musketeers^3
Wil's inspirations
Credits
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;picture
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
12:25 AM
today was a good day...
lots of laughter and fun!!! well...most of it of directed on dog...bt hahas...it was juz funny lah...its been a long time since i had tt much of fun...lol...so too bad doggie...trying fliping eh? juz dun flip until u spin~~~
so sometimes u juz have to take initiative...sometimes u muz juz stand up to lead...even though u noe u wun b able to do a gd job...bt if nobody does it...u got no choice...even a communist community nids leaders to guide the rest ard...lol...
yeah congrats dog for organising a successful bball session once again...yep although everytime is a damn small gathering...nevertheless well its still fun anyway...lol...so...........................*claps*
hahas...i nid consistent exercise...tt bloodi bball session made mi realise how cui my body is...seems like i nid to try maintain my body abit or else mayb 1 yr later i cnt even do simple exercises w/o getting seeing the usual stars...damn it man...some1 motivate mi leh...
its contradictory...bt i nid build up my stamina and endurance + my super short bursts of power (爆发力)...contradictory shit...zzz...so how? solutions any1??
to be strong physically, mentally......and financially lol...
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
12:17 AM
self doubt...
tis thing happens everytime...mayb its fate...mayb its nt enough effort...tis thing is like a pest tt nvr dies...sometimes u juz put in ur utmost effort...bt results juz doesnt come...
take wushu for example...trained dilligently for 9yrs...in the end achievements is so-so...standard wise oso like abit above average...other ppl train 1-2yrs reach my standard liaoz...
leadership cui...being a leader isnt easy...being a good leader is damn hard...yep in the end i m still unable to lead a grp properly...
studies...pia damn hard oso cnt get results proportionate to ur hard work...
learning ability...damn slow...ppl overtake mi like free...zzz...
etc etc..........
seeing all these...its no wonder y many times i start to doubt myself if i m really suited for tis for tt...or doubting if i can b able to keep close the distance in abilities between mi and my frenz...
hahas gd thing is tt i got some perseverance and so juz keep trying...even though i may stop halfway and give up...yep in the end most prob i would juz continue wif it...although it may seem like the gap is increasing...i know i m improving little by little...insignificant bt still moving forward...
phew...writing out is actually quite shuang de...plucking out all the 烂草莓 so tt it will nt continue to bother mi...hahas...
yep its time 2 work hard once again in everything i do...yep mayb 1 day i would b on par or even betta in everything compared to the others...
bt well...its time 2 find all the sparks to reignite...lol...
keep going on
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
11:42 PM
sianz....i juz realised 2hrs ago tt i nid 2 report 2 camp tml...zzz...
and ORD is still some time away...zzz...
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
11:38 PM
visualize
driving a mercedes was like woah...super duper smooth...
no wonder every1 like continental cars...
damn tired now man...
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
2:07 PM
yeah!! now i m 20!!
finally reach the 2x mark...its like such a long time...yet...most of the time we were juz studying studying studying and still studying...wif lots of fun filling the rest of the time...lol...
20yrs pass by so fast man...sometimes u wish there was more time so tt u can enjoy more...bt too bad the clock juz keeps ticking...zzz...at least i believe i have found lifelong frenz..yeah man!
and thx to every1 hu wished mi a happy bday!! yep appreciate tt~~~~
the 1st thing i did on my bday is 2 bathe...cos i reached home like minutes before midnight...wat a refreshing start lol...den spent the next 1hr+ watching singapore vs thailand on channel 5 (dunno wat i doing)...and den yada yada yada...bt it feels gd not to b in camp on my bday...ns life really isnt bad...its juz super duper bad...its like wasting time inside when u can use it for much more productive stuff...
well...bday is juz a normal day where u feel special...
abt the future...
life of the real world will juz b starting...where we will become true citizens in society...where we will start our lives as adults...and excuses tt we r still young or we r nt mature or wateva will expire soon...lol...
the next 10yrs will b like the most impt time of our lives...our prime yrs man...where every1 and everything will go at lightspeed...u nvr noe...many of us will find their lifelong partners and settle down...lol...
the 1st 2 decades was like the foundation...
tis new decade is the beginning...
most of us walked the same paths for the last 20yrs...
now all our paths will start to diverge...
its a cultural shift...
its a change in mentality...
so would you shine?
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
12:05 AM
y is the meteor shower coming at 3am!? crazy time....
so next time is dunno when liaoz....zzz
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
10:04 PM
things change....
my time has changed back 2 b in track wif most of the world...
welcome mi back to normal civilisation...
and its nov!!
my fav mth...its the mth where things ends and new things begin~
i can c wat will begin tis time rd...its a mth of fighting
so juz survive
About me
Tay Kang Rui
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Peiying Pri
Catholic High
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CHSwushu
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AJwushu
Spas Academy
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Buy a backpack
Buy a new watch
Whether to take SAT anot
Wisdom Tooth...be gone!
Powerboat license
Bike license
Guitar
Learn Baking?
Diving
Pop/Lock or Breaking
Computer zeng to the max
Piano
Clubhse
Full Body Checkup
Volkswagen Beetle
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